Don't let anyone reading this think you are anything less than the most beautiful wonderful girl in the whole world. I have messed up too along the way, through stupidity and ignorance, believing that you really meant the things you have said when you have put up barriers. You would never have a relationship with me.
All I can do is wait and hope that in the future the stress of everything will be gone and that you may appreciate me waiting and feel special.
I have done so many things to make you feel special but failed. I've travelled to Thailand to see you, selling a vintage gitar and my motorbike to fund it and presents for you and P. I have offered everything; spent hundreds on flowers etc etc. One day maybe you will see ... and that one day it will not be too late if there is breath in my body I will still be waiting.
I love you TB :o) xxx
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